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Name: Jessica
Birthday: 3/8/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: I love art, writting, drama, reading, chilling with my friends, decorateing, plants, biology, animals, learning about people, ddr and being dumb.
Expertise: I'm an artist, writter of poetry, novels..and such...in the makeing that is... I love learning...which probably means i'll be in school forever! MEH!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
7/30/2003
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| This season is fading. I am entering a new stage in life. It's time for me to get serious about it, buckle down and rely on He who has really been the only stabling force in my life. Boys are getting more serious, what was that a suggestion of engagement last week? Gosh... Why do I still feel so young? Who am I kidding? So maybe it's time to stop running from commitments and actually buckle down. I'm seriously considering doing my student teaching over seas, there is a position in Cork, Ireland for the 09 semester and if I feel I am being lead anywhere it is away from here. I want to learn as much about foreign educational systems as possible. I'm getting more and more serious about this as I go. I need to make a dent in this world. John asked me a while ago what I wanted to think before I go home and that's it: "I made a dent." He will help me do it. Oh please help me to actually choose a dream and run with it... even if it's a nightmare.
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| Contort and twist until the shell has been broken,
the chick emerges forth after pushing for hours-
"May I fly now?"
"Patient my dove."
Days pass being spent relying on a mother
to bring food and water. The nest fill with waste.
"May I fly now?"
"Patient my dove."
But soon the chicks no longer attempt to move themselves,
they fatten, become lazy- dependent on that mother.
"Will you fly now?" Say mother to chick.
"And inconvenience myself?" Asks the chick of it's mother-
"Not right now. Patient my dove!"
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| The following are lyrics from Shiny Toy Guns "You are the one"
If you have time look up the song and listen to it. It's on myspace.com/shinytoyguns of course
Anyway, every once in a while you come across something that explains what you feel to a T
and this is one of those songs for me right now.
Black rose and a radio fire
It's so contagious
Such something changing my mind
I'm gonna take what's evil
Your cover melting inside
With wide eyes you tremble
Kissing over and over again
Your God knows his faithful
I try – to digest my pride
But passions grip I fear
When I climb – into shallow vats of wine
I think I almost hear – but it's not clear
You are the one
You'll never be alone again
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You're more than in my head – you're more
Spin faster shouting out loud
You can't steal what's paid for
Such something hurting again
Murder son she's painful
You so believe your own lies
On my skin your fingers
Runaway until the last time
We're gonna lose forever
When you try – don't try to say you won't
Try to crawl into my head
When you cry – cause it's all built up inside
Your tears already said – already said
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|  So i was in the school newspaper today Yay! The Voice featured our trip to Paris and my picture was on the front page! Ok ... well I was on the front page with the rest of my class... but still. I consider it an achievement worth framing and boasting about. In other news... the semi-formal is this weekend and John is coming up as my date. Fun fun! I've been bogged down with deadlines and meetings and papers... more so than I can handle- including 6 page papers, which the professor recommends making 11 page papers! Oh well. I've another 10 page paper due soon and several other 5-6 pagers. Everything will work out. I'm an excellent writer if I do say so myself and usually everything else follows. CA evaluations today... can't wait to see what wonderful things my residents had to say about me. I also missed going to the gym today... SHAME ON ME. If you see me, condemn me for it... that way it might not happen again. That's about it.
Take care!
....Paris pictures coming soon.... maybe
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| So Paris was amazing and I made it back without anything stolen. Thanks to several warnings, I developed a sever case of paranoia... but I guess it paid off. I loved the culture and the sites... the people were terrible, but amusing still. Ah well. I'm off to class so hopefully I'll have more time to write later. Take care! | | |
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